Pressure

Nowadays, as much as i try to put a front and smile with happiness, actually i feel depressed. I guess its due to the workload and heavy expectations i have. Work is well....work. I do what i have to do. Shift is a killer, it disrupts my sleeping pattern and also social life timing. Having to do compulsory OT doesnt help things too. Lisa is sore with me on that point. And then, next i have school. Sure its only 3 days per week but the amount of workload, assignments, quizzes, tests and finally exams....hmmm. These 2 already takes much of my time. The leftover time i have to divide between my fiancee, family and also sleep. I guess now what im feeling is a sense of confusion. I have yet to prioritise what is the most important. I guess now the sensible thing is to cut back drastically on my computer time. Most of the time im outside of my home. I have been thinking of getting a laptop but i guess its too expensive for the time being. Oh yah i forgot to add the killer....RT is coming up for 2 months......WHERE GOT TIME!!!!!!

Weekend

A long week was what i had. It doesnt help that Lisa just kept falling sick. Sakit ape eh?!?!?!.....doc also dunno. Well sent her to doctor on 2 occasions and now she is like me, missing i back tooth, lol. Couldnt wait for Sundau to come which is incidentaly today. Spent nearly the whole day with Lisa, just going to makan...buy her shoes and just jalan2. We dun don complicated stuffs nor go to exotic places coz frankly this is singapore we are speaking about....we just do mundane stuffs. Its the little small things which enables a couple to bond and also enjoy their time together. Normally i'd ride to the north or south part of singapore to see interesting places but today the weather doesnt permits it. Hmmm, i hope that u like the 2 shoes u bought Lisa. I for sure will enjoy my gameboy which u will buy for me next week. Exams are coming soon. I am taking 3 subjects namely engineering maths, principles of dc circuits and basic electronic devices. I am confident in my maths except for the other 2. Im beginning to feel the heat now. The assignments, projects, tests, and finally exams.....my gawd...baru first semester seh.!!!

Pressure

I just got home but aint sleepy. Feet feels like going out alone but no1 of the same mind to bring along. Work morning tomorrow, school in the evening and then OT at night. Straight.....just like that. I dunno when the time will be but im waiting for myself to breakdown. Lisa helps tokeep me sane, Sarah helps too. What do i do when i feel bored like i am doing right now?!?! I sleep....yeah, i sleep. Now, for the PSP.... *Hint*

Us

Ordinary World

Came in from a rainy Thursday, on the avenue
Thought I heard you talking softly.
I turned on the lights, the TV and the radio
Still I can't escape the ghost of you.

What has happened to it all?
Crazy, some'd say
Where is the life that I recognize?
Gone away...

But I won't cry for yesterday,
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find,
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world,
I will learn to survive.

Passion or coincidence
Once prompted you to say,
"Pride will tear us both apart"
Well now pride's gone out the window
Cross the rooftops run away,
Left me in the vacuum of my heart.

What is happening to me?
Crazy, some'd say,
Where is my friend when I need you most?
Gone away...

But I won't cry for yesterday,
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find.
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world,
I will learn to survive.

Papers in the roadside,
Tell of suffering and greed,
Here today, forgot tomorrow.
Ooh, here besides the news,
Of holy war and holy need,
Ours is just a little sorrowed talk,

And I don't cry for yesterday,
There's an ordinary world,
Somehow I have to find.
And as I try to make my way,
To the ordinary world,
I will learn to survive.

Every one
Is my world, I will learn to survive
Any one
Is my world, I will learn to survive
Any one
Is my world
Every one
Is my world

Duran Duran

~~~Fin~~~

A Fresh Page.

This is a new blog which i decided to put up again to chronicle parts of my life. If u even deign to read, u have my thanx. I've deleted all my old blogs and have started on a new page. New....brings a whole new meaning to the word...(sic). Whatever it is, welcome!